I'm 22 I have 2 children a 2 1/2 year old and an 8 month old. My soon to be ex-husband and I where together for 7 years. Which means we started dating when I was 14 years old. T and I where very much in love and had been through a lot together. When I was 18 I got pregnant with my daughter and he was ecstatic. Probably more excited in the beginning then me. About a month before her birth he became very moody, and at that time he was diagnosed w bi-polar disorder. When my daughter was 6 months old the stress became too intense and we split. We got back together and got married and had my son. Again when my son was 6 months old we split up, but this time it was due to his drug use and alcoholism. He has only seen my children twice since we filed for divorce 2 months ago. Both only for about 15 minutes and the first time was in passing. I am tired of doing it alone. I'm tired of being the only responsible one. And I'm tired of being ashamed and embarrassed to tell my true story.